am i real?

i feel disgusting.
i feel repulsive.
i feel unlovable.

i dont feel real.

why don't i feel real?

am i real to you?

the thoughts grow louder.
i don't know how to handle these emotions.
i cannot seem to shut off my brain.

i just want to feel something.

will anyone stay with me?

i just want to know if im real to you

♡am i real to you?♡

i hate myself so much.
show me the love i could never show myself.
please just love me, only me, please

please never abandon me
i cant handle being alone

cri_bunni

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i feel disgusting.

i don't understand anything.

why don't they love me?

loves my body
loved me only for my body
i hate my body.

i feel disgusting.

free! im free!

he's gone!!

what if he worms his way back..

nowwwwwwwwwwwwno
nooooono wwwwwwwwwwwwno nooooono wwwwwwwwwwwwno

i feel disgusting.

please

please don't come back

please just leave me alone

avoid

I don't deserve to eat I don't deserve to eat i don't deserve to eat!!!!!!!!

life feels cloudy

i feel disgusting.

LEAVE ME ALONE

i can still hear you

"i love you so much"

shut up

"i will always love you"

please shut up

it's too loud

pleasewwwwwwwwwwwwhelp!!!
nooooomake wwwwit nooowwwwwwwoostopwwwwwwwwwww!!!!hurting

make it stop
make it stop
make it stop

please love me

srry i take my anger out on u

itz not ur fault

It's their fault.

nowwwwwwwwwwwwno
nooooono wwwwwwwwwwwwno nooooono wwwwwwwwwwwwno

its my fault

selfish

selfish

am i selfish?

worthless

i know you hate me.

its my fault

pleasw jst pretend u dnt hate m

my friend is drifting away

my only friend is tired of me

im srry

i dnt understand

my paranoia says everyone hates me

and i beleive it!! :D

first he leaves mewwwwwwwwwwwwthen friend leaves me
noooooi wish i could leave me wwwwwwwwwwwwi hate myself too noooooi understand why ure tired of mewwwwwwwwwwwwim sorry

sorrywwwwwwwwwwwwsorry im like this
nooooosorry i always complain wwwwwwwwi hate myself so much nooooi understand why ure tired of me wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwim sorry

please shut up

ppl h8 u bc all u do is pity urself jst shut up!!

shut up abt ur problems

i feel disgusting.

im sorry im like this

i feel disgusting.

earth is not my home

i feel disgusting.

i do not belong here

i feel disgusting.

heaven is coming 2 get me

they r here
they r here
they r here

i feel disgusting.

time is closing in

fear of abandonment

why did he liewwwwwwwwwwwwwhynooooowhat did i do wrong wwwwwwwwwwwwwhy noooooplease dont come back wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwim sorry

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    >do you feel any better?

    Yes!1!!!<

    He's gone!<

    >that's great! I'm so proud of you!

    i am so much better

    i am so much better

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